"The most fucked up joke the universe will play on you is letting you meet the right person and the wrong time." That is the message she sent out to the world today. That is what I read, believing those words were meant for us, and how the universe itself is saying we are to be together, just not right now.
That is the message I wanted to believe. That is the idea I wanted to put my faith into. That is when my heart stopped. The words, lingering in my head made the obvious connection that I never paid attention. The idea that I was never meant to be her last love, just a catalyst to help her love again. Just a cog in the mechanism to help her see that her love was meant to be not during those early days.
I was just a guest appearance in the show of her life. To help her realize that she can find what was always there, once she forgives herself for her sins. Her heart was always meant for love, but it was always made for his love.
I wasn't meant to be her last love. I was meant to guide her to her first love.
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